Profound late thoughts of a ponderor of the world's paradigms and outward thinking

I found out something today in deep thought tonight...
To be truely happy and peaceful, and alive in our lives, we need to have: Sleep, Purpose in life, Healthy Eating, Less Stress, Visiting family and friends because we enjoy it, Less Materialism, and always more God and prayer.

The most happy people in the world are the 3rd world countries... and they have all that except for the healthy eating.. in most cases... we on the other hand, have only the healthy eating... and yet some eat too much on purpose and some eat to little on purpose... and it's not because they can or have to eat... it's because we're lost, foolish ... fools.

Goodnight... *click*

CORINTHIANS!!! IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER!

wheeee... a little bit of Apologetix is great. :P How are ya all doing? I started my job today, whooo... me... me, in dress shoes. Who would think of my ever wearing dress shoes?! Anyways, it was a good day. We had a long day... and then i went home.... and found a big piano in out living room. :D

Pianos are fun. I can't wait to get enough songs recoreded so i can put out a cd of my own. that'll be kewl. :D It'll probably be called "neveragain" ....hey... that's an oxymoron.... sweet on!

*Note to Seanna and um... company... probably her siblings... Jenna is loving her sox with the green froggies on them. They're cool. Wheee! We've been running around the house saying, "BUCKLEYS YO!!!" and replying with "ROBUHTUSSIN EH!" It's fun. You guys don't know what you're missing. hehe.

WEll, i'm bored so I'm going to post my first song lyrics of my title song.

NEVERAGAIN
Written and composed by James W. July 2004
seconds feel like years
an enternity without you
life seems so empty
to no longer hear your voice

i'm trapped in eternity
trapped without you here
i'm lost in an emptiness
vast and lonely
i'm lost without you here

the sun still is shining
but still so cold without you
the sky so clear now
but so cold without you

the stars dance above
for they would cease without you
all things worship you
i can't live without you

(ending)
who knew that one could be so lonely
who knew that you would steal all my thoughts away
away from where i was with you
never let me leave again...(repeat 6x)
oh please make me to stay
never let me leave

I'll try to let those of you who haven't heard it hear it sometime.... however, it lacks the intensity that i use in concerts, so lol, concerts are kewl. heh, unless I break another string. O.o

WOW!!!

Ok, I hate computers..... I really do. I just finished typing a post of rather large proportions... for the first time on this website.... AND THE STUPID THING ATE IT!!!! AAAAAAAUUUUGGGGHHHH!!!!!


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Ok... well... here I go ... again. I'm going to be dying tommorow as such... getting up at 6, getting my youth music, and meeting the youth around the ... well pine tree... since we lack a pole to gather around for SEE YOU AT THE POLE (SYATP) it's great fun. We are going to freeze. ANyways, we won't have coffee.... so that's a bummer... but hmmm... I think we can get donuts. And that would be sweet. I think I'm buying all the donuts....

Youth Group (Common Ground), is going to be tonight as well, and that is going to be sweet on. :D Kyle's band is playing... heh heh, i get to be in it ;) and we're gonna be kickin it off with some sweet tunes. I hope it turns out well. We're hopnig for a lot of kids. That would be sweet. Unfortunately, i was going to do a bunch of preparation posters etc... for tommorow, but I never got to...things got too busy and hectic. Meh, I will pray we pack out the place.

The stars were out tonight again. We're supposed to have several days of no clouds... and today was the first one... not a cloud in the sky for all day and all night. It was really wierd... Blue blue blue skies... .... ... I never had seen one of those in a long while, and it was quite enjoyable. Though I never got to go play in the sunshine... that was kind of saddening. Pagh. I shall endure.

Farewell, as far as this post goes... I still hate computers... they always betray me. Goodnight, Shalom, and Namarie.

Late Night Type...

The clock just turned 11:11... and obviously.. it means something... I don't know what... other than perhaps it's 11:11 which means that it is getting late... which means I should get to bed because I am still sick...

I wanted to have a long post today too...lol... oh well. Until next time, keep fit and have fun! ^_^

Here is a recent picture of me with my new afro I found in Value Village... Honestly, those things are sooooo fun... If you have never worn one, you have NO idea of how fun it actually is!

Today was fun...

Wheee! I bought a fro today and proudly displayed it around town with my aviator shades. Twas fun. :) I'm gonna do that again later I think. I'm bored right now ... otherwise I probably wouldn't be on my blog right? Right. So I'm gonna go and play my guitar methinks. hmmmmm.... yes.... Ok, well have a good one. I'm gonna go eat some tylenol... O.o

Whooo!

Hey! Um, i don't know if anyone will ever dare read this, but I'm listening to JofC and my feet are cold. O.o